8 february
where it got us

Jon came to the conclusion that I wasted a year of his life so he's mad at me now and avoiding me.

Okay, fine. If you're going to deal with it that way, just go ahead and do that. I'll be here when you decide you want my friendship again.

On a more positive note, I'm highly anticipating this weekend. I think a lot of things are going to solidify. I'm sure I'll be altering the means to my primary goal. Understanding and communication are two extremely powerful things once you finally have them. I've never really been understood completely my entire life. I finally feel that I have that understanding and I'm more than happy to return the favor.

And for the record, yes I'm a very selfish person. I've come to the realization (again) that if I'm not happy and I don't love myself, I can't return the favor. So excuse me if I put my own needs ahead of everyone else's.

Learn to tell the difference between wants and needs.


Yeah, I knew you wouldn't stay mad at me, ya smeghead :)

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