#55?
And again, I am happy. And maybe this time it will last And maybe this time I'm not wrong And maybe this time I will not Change,         only Emerge. And maybe this time I won't feel trapped         and will be happy where I am         and will be willing to take                 what is mine                 for what it is And maybe this time I won't wonder what's missing         because I will know         and not miss it. And maybe this time         I will allow myself                 to be loved.
-11/7/96 8:40pm