passion isn't welcome here
anything is better than love destroyed
sometimes I wonder if life is really worth it
songs remind me of love, of pain
indigo thoughts, hopeful thoughts
origionate somewhere withing me and radiate outward
never taking them too seriously in fear of disappointment

life is drained from my heart
intricate thoughts wander freely throughout me
nobody can see me completely
giving becomes a way of life
each dream shattered in its way
ripen the dream of tomorrow
sugar falls around me

only I can save me now
not alone, else I fall.