Lost in a Cold World
Lost in a cold world
Stress of deciding overwhelms me
neither decision satisfactory
Neither life complimentary
One place gives me stressful trouble
Other is so small and far

Comfortable in neither lifestyle
Scared to leave for good
Torn between the past and future
But right now I have a choice:
Do I change or stay the same?

Either way I'll be unhappy
Change and risk strained relations
Stay and end up unstable
Leave altogether, and may be happy
but lose my education
And always hide

I'm too young to leave completely
I'm too old to stay unhappy
Seven months I can be free
But until then my mind in turmoil
I can't decide on what to do.