Sadness
Sometimes the Sadness hits me like a freight train and I don't know what to do with myself I mean, give me a break; I was hit by a freight train. I sit there and I cry and I don't know why I just cry My self-esteem has gone to shit so I cry and almost nothing helps except holding me until it's passed and then I'm fine again for a while. And life is good and I'm happy and I dance and then the Sadness hits me like a freight train and I lay there, a wreck on the train tracks of Life and don't know what to do with myself
5.10.99 12:20pm