Worthless Again
feeling Worthless again
like oh-so-many times before
completely Different
yet exactly the Same

i want to Die
but need to Know
how it all comes out in the End
as though my life was a novel
you just can't put down
no matter how much you Hate
the turn of events

just it's less predictable
because it was written
without a plot in mind
just Words thrown down at random.


is it so surprising that i'm

feeling Worthless again